i am a sent out one
i am
His, known, wanted, feminine, first, strong, generous, permed, different, prom queen, twos, free, chosen, shorty, first lady, mamma, woo, changing
sent out
from family, from that which shaped and adored me, from my dream of green lawns, school buses, sister friends, and celebrity
to obey
to work it out
to decrease
to hope
to trust
to wait
