Ah Thursday meditation...
I fell asleep laying on my new yoga mat while the sun beat down on my face through the few remaining windows in the upstairs room at the Y. It reminded me of how I would lay in Bruxelles at Basic Fit and look out the windows during yoga.
But as I opened my eyes and glanced at the clouds I was struck by how out of control I am of the world. I do not control these clouds at all. God is the only person who can control them and it's because He is ultimately responsible for them. He created them.
I have never connected control with responsibility. No wonder I have anxiety. In my need for control I am taking on myself so many responsibilities that are not mine.
It was the first time I did not want to be in control.
The divine in me bowing down completely to the divine you. Namaste.
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